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| Today, ten thousand people will die | 
| and their small replacements will bring joy | 
| and this will make sense to someone | 
| removed from any sense of loss. | 
| I, too, will die a little and carry on, | 
| doing some paperwork, driving myself | 
| home. The sky is simply overcast, | 
| nothing is any less than it was | 
| yesterday or the day before. In short, | 
| there's no reason or every reason | 
| why I'm choosing to think of this now. | 
| The short-lived holiness | 
| true lovers know, making them unaccountable | 
| except to spirit and themselves--suddenly | 
| I want to be that insufferable and selfish, | 
| that sharpened and tuned. | 
| I'm going to think of what it means | 
| to be an animal crossing a highway, | 
| to be a human without a useful prayer | 
| setting off on one of those journeys | 
| we humans take. I don't expect anything | 
| to change. I just want to be filled up | 
| a little more with what exists, | 
| tipped toward the laughter which understands | 
| I'm nothing and all there is. | 
| By evening, the promised storm | 
| will arrive. A few in small boats | 
| will be taken by surprise. | 
| There will be survivors, and even they will die. |